day 2 was fine. tried studying but alas!
my mom calls upon me to show me a series of black dresses which she intends to buy if her father dies. and then people wonder why i'm emotionally challenged.

here's looking at you kid.

August 29, 8.15pm. this sounds promising. here's to new beginnnings. I have been struggling with an issue for more than two years now. I can't even remember when it started but I am taking over today. we'll see how it goes...

I want to at least be able to document the day it ended so here goes:
5th day of med school. I felt I was in sixth grade. the teacher gave us cookies! and then we each had to introduce ourselves. so much for progressive curricula!
yesterday i decided to indulge myself with some chips and ice cream while watching citizen kane. I am still deciding whether i liked it or not. the methods of filming were exceptional. the plot on the other hand... loss of innocence so what? maybe we're so used to blockbusters and twists and turns that nothing phases us anymore. it just seemed too obvious. too dull.
so what about now? it's now 8.39pm. run lola run. now that's a movie. oh what if...

I've been to the moon and back and I still think of you... with more resignation. but you're here and i still wonder why.